The person you like and why you like them.
hmmmmm…..
Sooo the person I like, well I don’t necessarily like a person at the moment. I used to like a boy that I go to school with but he’s an asshole and thought he could have his cake and eat it too which is not possible, especially when I know the other girl. I mean we were cuddle buddies, we made out once ; whatever . But frankly, I’m not even holding animosity towards him and her, I’m just saying in the end, someone’s going to be hurt and I’m not going to be there; refuse to be the shoulder to cry on.
However on a another note, I mean sadly, I’m catching feelings for my ex again which in all actuality I shouldn’t. I mean like there’s a reason why we broke up and I mean that would somewhat keep me from going out with him again but that’s not stopping my feelings at all. Like I mean, I loved him and still do. First real boyfriend; so of course I have feelings for him that will never go away. But me and my ex, we aren’t awkward about it. Like its obvious that there’s still feelings between us and that’s fine but we are also friends. We started off as friends and that’s why I was attracted to him in the first place. He’s smart, he dresses good, he’s dedicated to everything he does; and he’s genuinely a nice person. And of course my best friends tell me that I should let the past be the past for the simple reason that we are at two different points in our lives. I’m about to be a college sophmore and he’s about to be a high school senior. It’s not even like a big age difference, its only a year, the grade it’s because his birthday is late in the year. But that’s besides the point. I mean I’m always going to have love for him no matter what at the end of the day.
